% my loves .

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

2007-06-25T07:03:00.000-07:00

today is so effing tiring .

first day of school =.= not something to
be happy about and this guy smsed mie happy
school reopen . LOLS . because he dont need to
go back to school thats y he is able to use "HAPPY"

saw wanzhen & peishan in the morning today at the canteen
when ii firststepped into school . huggies them (:
however . ii just find that there is a gap a BIG GAP .
ii couldent get what they were talking bout . oh wells
ii felt terrible indeeed because they didnt meet up with
mie during the holidays & ii didnt know y . perhaps
they just dunn treat mie as a good friend yet ?
then y do they act like we are ? whatever , ii shouldent
doubt them ya ? then juanne came to the parade square .
ii asked her bout y she never called mie out during holidays .
she just said thta ii was busy with yuanjian . oh no no no
ii felt that that was an excuse . so not true !
ii would meet her if she called mie out .
in class shan juu & zhen was sitting together .
sadded . leaves mie alone . then they thought of funny
stuffs like shan zhen hai wei , shan xin liang yi
then ii came and join them and ii perfectly joined
the three names together with ZHEN SHANG XIN !
XDDDDDDDD II M SUCH A GENIUS (:
our class have to be held back because of our behaviour ?
LOLS ! 3B IS LIKE SO GUAI OK !

recess went to fnd yuanjian outside his class (:
then after school went for dance . then we did
funny funny actions . DANCERS SHOULD KNOW !
THE HUI BIN CHEER !
ok ii was such a retard today ~~ :DDD

WHEEES

2007-06-23T21:00:00.000-07:00

yesterday was fun !
LOLS . went to dear house first .
he called mie bei ! it was like so funny . then we went beibei
bei bei XDDD that was retared ! then
we shared the kinder bueno (: each person a bar
so nice ! favorite larhhs . XDDD
then at 3.3o wet to school for dance practice
for nights performance . ii was ate by 2 mins as
the meeting time was 3.3o but ii m the first one there (:
then the rest came and got scolding by the teaacher even mie
=.= the teacher said we should be here by 3.2o .FOR GODS SAKE!
then cant uu just say the meeting time is 3.2o ?! F***UP lurhhs
then we have to re-arrange the dance again cause jasmine
could not make it , shes down with fever . get well soon yupps ^^
then we kept making jokes bout what will happen if we
wore our costumes home ! XDDD

the performance was ok but it was damn squeezy .
the space was so small our long fingers kept poking
into each other but however the people seem to like
the dance item la (: after that went to find beibei ^^
at the hand phone shop which was a traffic light from
the performance avenue . XDD then he fetched mie to
his home with his bicycle . lols . then half way
through ii kept stressing him XDDD he looked so stressed out
he looked just so cute ! then father came & pick mie mie up
at his house there .

MY DARLING BEI IS SO LOVED (:
BY ME !

HALF YEAR (:

2007-06-21T23:36:00.000-07:00

17th june (: our half year anniversary

PATCHED BACK WITH MY DARING
WE PROMISED WE WOULD BE HAPPIER
THAN THE PAST AND WOULD ONLY LOVE
EACH OTHER .

ii just so love my dear .
he would always be my darling .
no matter what he would change to
or what he would become in the future
ii would love him (:
my baobei CHIA YUAN JIAN
my life revolves around him now .
he is my one & only .
love will bring us along till eternity (:

RECENTS

2007-06-15T20:25:00.000-07:00

ii went to work recently however yesterday was my last day
lols . guess what ii work as ? II SELL ICE CREAM ! LOLS !
its a very tiring job . ii am glad ii quit already ! XDDDD
ii m tired & lazy to blog . lalalallas . ((:

sometimes . ii really do thing if they are worth .
my so called friends ? ii m utterly disappointed .
hais . once they have new friends comming ii
disappeared . who else remembers the poor lil mie ?
oh please dunn say names like my "besties"
ii could sometimes say in an ugly manner . they treat mie
like dirt , well mie ? ii treat them like precious . & what
do ii get in the end ? ii detest that kind of
feeling of myself being without friends .
ii know ii dunn matter to uu all since now uu have your
new friends . those friends that we use to meet together
those beautiful past . uu say uu wont call mie out
because ii m busy with my boyfriend . OH PLEASE
what an excuse . ii m left out & ii will just go
so bye " besties " ? besties ? perhaps nothing .
please my girl . ii think in the past uu are just using mie
when uu have no friends & now blahs ! this is not jealousy .
is really the day uu all flew aeroplane , thats the day my
love & care for uu all broke . even if ii said ii forgive uu all
but ii just couldent pass the hurdles of myself thinking
that uu all are unworthy of my friendship .
lols . ya that was something that came out between uu &
another ? wasnt that originated from mie ?
& people think uu are humorous ? ya people do so
is that y uu look as if we are close ? ii know nothing bout uu all
because uu all tell mie nothing arent ii right ?
you people just keep stuffs from mie because uu dun
trust mie but cant uu just think ? could ii ever trust
uu all again after that big incident ?

thats quite the end of my brainstorm foor my
life of friendship in the past . oh wells .
no one really do appreciate mie as a friend
do uu ?

friends ?!

2007-06-15T19:51:00.000-07:00

its been a long time since ii last blogged
been real busy recently .
with my relationship problems ?
ya . we havent patch but so what ?
ii still love him so dunn snatch ((:

1 june - get high concert (this was written on first june ,
but somehow ii never publish it )

larhhs . something ii was promoting about & looked
forward to . in the morning , went for dance in school
in outside clothes & was scolded badly & also caused
chairman ( wanzhen ^^ laopo ) to be scolded . felt
guilty then :( after dance went to yuan jians house to
get him to wake up for the concert . but last min ,
he told mie he was too tired to go ! ARGGHHS
but nvm ii thought ii still have my friends to go with mie (:
so ii happily walked to 7 11 as ii didnt have a single cent left
ii told them to meet at 5 heads 711 at 5.30 mabel then called
to say she dunn feel like going . it is ok larhhs . cause uu paid for
the tix already & there should be 4 dancers & 2 other friends
ii would be meeting . ii waited & waited . ii called & called .
none picked up except juanne . at 5.45 she said she would be
coming down soon . but at 6.15 no one came & she didnt pick
up my call anymore like the rest of them . ii called every minute until
till my batts flat . ii was hungry & tired , frustrated , worried
& penniless . ii couldent go anywhere . ii havent collected the
tickets money which ii have to survive on & which they promised
to pass to mie one the actual day . so ii walked back to yuanjian's
holding back my tears . when ii reached his room , ii just cried .
& can uu believe it , he didnt care he was sleeping . but ii know
he is just too tired to care bout anything . but at least he cooked
noodles for me the minute he woke up (: the most angry thing is ,
when ii called then at night their family said they were not back
yet the same applies to juanne . they say she was out already
at 6 plus . but she didnt come to find mie . wanzhen's family said
the same thing . dont uu get it ?! they went out , together perhaps ?
all 6 of them flew aeroplanes on mie nn left mie alone ?
II M JUST UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED IN UU GUYS !
HOW DO UU EXPECT MIE TO TRUST UU ALL ANYMORE
ARENT UU ALL GUILTY AT ALL ?! MAKING MIE WORRIED
& EVERYTHING ?!

BLAH ! I LOVE MY FRIENDS ? THATS LOVE ?
OH PLEASE ! ii dunn trust them anylonger la .
& ii wunn be that miss good-to-bully anymore .
hey come on how stupid am ii to have trust uu all
& treat uu all the best ii could & do everything ii could
for uu people ?! ii must have been a total fool .

SHUCKS

2007-05-26T08:00:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY ( FRIDAY )

my eyes still sore . hurrs .
didnt went to school again but
ii went out (: met yuan jian
hurmms . we broke up on thurs night ?
of cause ii couldent let go .
ii assume he cant too . it was all
misunderstanding nn trust that cause this larhhs
that guy , he must die a miserable death .
he spoiled mie , my past nn my future with
my dear . :( oh wells . ii still do love him
nn he sure do too . but perhaps my past
hurt him too much . sorry , ii didnt mean to .
it wasnt intentional . ii did never had the chance
to choose what would happen in the past .
hurtingq him hurts myself too . X(
hurmms . just went to meet him in the
morningq secrectly . then we ( mie nn his cousin nn him )
went to outside school . nn unfortunatly
mdm tan saw us . ( my ss cher ) she called my father
nn scolded him . LOLS ! whatever , ii was summoned
home immdiately but of cause ii didnt went home
that immdiately lurhhs . den got scolded at night .
even though we broke up le , but we still smsed
at night . guess he still do love mie . like ii still do (:

today

PARENT MEETING SESSION
it was an disaster lurhhs .
my results were horrible . 16 /1oo for add maths .
WHO COULD GET SUCH A GRADE ?!
ii m just a genius lurhhs .
ok failed biology by 4 marks ?
& combined humanties by 7 . hurrs
no A's at all . L1 R5 was 35 & L1R4 was 24
lols . ii even failed the over all percentage lurhhs .
pro lurhhs . no ones better ((:
& teacher complained bout mie sleeping in class
that ii m SMART & INTELLIGENT but however
not putting it to use nn not maximazing my potential
lalals . in an other words . she meant ii have not
been using my brains for all this while .
LOLS ! but she said all teachers said that ii m
SMART & INTELLIGENT ! WHEEES
but over all this a disaster & it is not beautiful at all .

met up with yuan jian again
& we havent patched . but of course love is still there
sadded , bcos he is still in confusion of the truth ii said
. he said ii hurt him too deeply he wunn patch with mie
again , never ever or at least not so soon . but ii
will be waiting . waiting for the day we patch .
but ii will just let go when the day comes that he dont love mie
at all anymore . now , ii noe at least he still do love mie .
from the way we hugged even though we havent patched
the way we still cared bout each other .
the way he looks at mie . & for evertythingq .
ii loved him deeply . deeper than the past & more than anything (:

^^ ii love him & will be waiting (:

EXAMS RESULTS

2007-05-24T03:28:00.000-07:00

ok ii failed damn many subjs .
bio , geog , amaths & sci ( physics )
lalalls .

today ii had sore eyes . damn pain so stayed at home .
BOREDDDD !!

pictures with my dear ((:

RECENTS (:

2007-05-24T03:00:00.000-07:00

19th- 21 MAY

GENTING TRIP

once again . we went to genting ?
it is bored lurhhs , it is like how
many times have ii been there already ?
went there with brother nn cousin ( hwei sze & poh long )
THE ROOM WAS DAMN BIG
like the one during march holis .
there is a com nn my brother nn cousin bro used it to watch porn
=.= there is a big LCD tv nn stereo system
& there is a tv infront of the bath tub LOLS !

those few days ii like have ' tao hua yun ' like that
ahhas XDD
there is this cute waiter from the chinese resturant :DD
that ii saw in the morining ,
then at night when we were playing pool
he walked in . nn diverted my attention
nn so ii couldent get a ball into a hole . nn ii started
slidingq around to walk faster . there was this big hole
on the floor nn II TRIPED NN FALL ! OMFG it was so paiseh
hahas . ii sat on the floor nn turned my head around
nn the cute waiter was just right behind mie looking at the table
ii cut my hand so ii went to take a plaster .
then he watched our rest of the pool games cause theirs ended .
when ours ended he stood beside mie nn asked for my number ((:
but in the end too bad ii never gave it to him . ii had my
dear in singapore remember ?! hahas .
the waiter was cute but of my dear laogong is much cuter ((:

pictures during genting (:
ok ii m so damn zi lian

FINALLY

2007-05-24T02:00:00.000-07:00

YAYNESS , bloggingq again ((:
havent been blogging for months already
sorry people . XPP been havingq xams nn all
busy lurhhs ^^

GET HIGH CONCERT ON 1 JUNE !
* cast from " ying huo chong de meng "
* campus superstar NG CHEE YANG
contact mie if interested ((:

main events that had happen duringq periods of
not blogging :
` SYF DAY (:
` chinese dance never got gold for syf :(
` canteen shouts with l*** during the day results was known .
` MYE
`vivo outingq with my pretties on markingq day (:
`gentingq trip boring =.=
`results for MYE

16 MAY 2007

YAYS ! vivo outing with mah girls (:
WANZHEN , PEISHAN , JUANNE ^^
nn half way through we met GERALDINE !
loveys . they call it yuan fen narhhs .
they say every where they go they would meet her
by accident . nn so geraldine joined us for the day .
wearingq heels that day . ii was trying to act tall
lurhhs . but the heels was too high nn not very
comfy . but its nice . so ii wore it with risk of having blisters .
met aislnn at vivo for awhile . MISSED HER ((:
went home nn took then started to zi lian at home for
almost an hour ?! lalalals . there were almost 5o pics lurhhs . XDDD

on the way to vivo on mrt (:

gerladine , wanzhen , juanne , peishan , betty

peishan , juanne , dine , betty

MY FEET PAIN ! LALALAS
ii look weird larhhs

juanne , betty , peishan & wanzhen (:

juanne , peishan , betty

geraldine & betty

juanne & betty

shan &amp; betty (;

I DINT HAVE INDIVIDUAL PICS WITH
MY LAOPO , SADDED

stairs ((:

my zi lians ((:

busy busy (:

2007-04-14T22:23:00.000-07:00

hohos .

lalallalalalallas .
sorry for not updatingq recently .
quite busy this day for dance .
BECAUSE TOMORROW'S DE DANCE SYF !
lalalalalas .
wheeees , last syf for my secondary school life le
so hope can get good results bahhs
XDD

recently for dance ,
ii have been de 'hui chi' actingq idiot
to entertain my dancers ! hahas .
dey larf till dey siao . this prove that ii have
humorous talents alright !

ii wannted to meet aislnn on thurs .
but didnt make it cause of my stead .
stupid sia . beat ppl .
den ppl soot , so caught sommore is 12 ppl caught together
so went to meet him instead cos he just
come out from lock up .
den met him on friday nn saturday too (:
but today MUMMY DUNN WANN LET MIE GO OUT !
dulans . =.=

went to make spects just now .
ii looked damn awful in it . but still
bopian narhhs . ii need spects . hahas

TMLTMLTML !
SYF LE LARHHS >.<
WISH US GOOD LUCK ~

fotos during genting (:

past past

2007-04-05T02:23:00.000-07:00

3april

went to find that fat ass that we disturbed yesterday .
stupid ppl without brains ? sec one nn they think they
rule the school ? think again girl . if uu dont come to de dance
at least inform the teacher can ? nn stop staring at ppl
keep your eyes to yourself , uu arent that pretty . ii noe
the chinese dancers look better then uu but do uu need to look
at them like that . please stare at the mirror nn think over
again before uu start staring nn stop steppinnngq big alrights ?

blahhs . should have made her say sorry to the dance ppl
at least her friend did so . but she havent .
she made my day (: scoldingq her makes mie happy (:

1 april

april fools day (: met darlingq that day .
he tricked mie that day hahahas .
he was the first one to trick mie ~!
nn of course there were many victims being
fooled by mie XDDDD . the only one ii failed to trick was
JUANNE LEE . nn of cos the most gulible one was
da laopo WANZHEN ~!

XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

31 march

darlingqs birthday .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR (:

went to find him then we went to watch
ninja turtles ? hahas . cute ehs ? but suprisingly
de show was sort of not bad . went to boonlay after that
met derrius they all . saw zhuren ^^ nn his stead .
llalals . had to go home early at 11 plus . sadded
wanted to pei him throughout de day thou .

few week ago . tie his hair nn put make up on him
so gay ~ but ii still love him (:

am ii wrong to hate her ? perhaps bahhs .
ii m wondering . ii didnt want it to turnout like this
but this is unavoidable larhhs .
since she hates mie ii must as well do the same
hais . past be past bahhs .
lets just wait for the day she stops starringq at mie
nn perhaps someone will neutralize everything ?!
a gurdian angel perhapps ?

zi lians (:

GENTING (:

2007-04-05T01:47:00.000-07:00

today 5 april

goingq genting later . not excited at all ?
ii dont even fell like goingq . blahhs , too bad
ii still have to go . made my bio presentation today .
it went quite smoothly (; hahhas teacher said that
my group presntation was the best ! and ii was the
one who done it . but ii bet that he wont belive that
ii was the one who did the slides :( went to meet stead
after school [ as usual ] but reached home by 3.3o
as instruncted by my parents . guia ehs ? ii dunn wann
to go genting ! ii am so not interested ! ii want to stay in
at home for de weekends nn go out . WAHAHAHHAS .

4 april

went to k box after school (: with aislnn nn pei lin
ii went with aislnn first , IIMISSHER ! we
'da bao' noodles there , it was delicious larhhs ~
den later peilin say she would reach at 3 plus .
aislnn said she wanted to press some money and that she
wanted to eat . so we went to order pizza hut's
garlic bread nn drumlets . den when we were going
back to k box we thought we saw peilin . nn so ii shouted "peilin ! "
so embarassingq it was not her . den we saw our real peilin (:
we 3 sang till 5 den aislnn went off for work :(
den mie nn peilin continued our session till 7 . wheees !
funn ~ but ii had no voice left after de whole thing .

betty ; laopo ; jiejie

WHEEES ~~

happy family (:

laopo nn mie (:

went to find stead after kbox-ing as we qurrelled last night :(
reached home at 8 plus finish doing my stuff as quick as possible
not feeling well den . ii rushed through the bio presentation for tml
nn then sent it to juu nn let her do the fotos nn credits (:
hope everything will smoothly tml bahhs . tired , sleeps . night
^^

29 MARCH ' o7

2007-03-29T06:42:00.000-07:00

anyway ii just don't feel right bout that girl .
now that she makes mie feel disgusted over her
actions . perhaps , she should start reflecting over
herself then start to blame nn look down on people ?
& of course stop staringq at mie , ii dont wanna
go head on with you . dont make mie too du lan .
ii dunn wish to confront you face to face .

lalalals . hurrs , ii have obsessions with lala-ings XDD
today met aislnn ! wheees ! long time never see her lers .
miss her so much . but only for awhile only X((
ii wann go out with her soon hahhas ~!
just remembered ii havent been passingq up my
chinese homework . teachers goingq to come after mie soon .
today thomas made us singq the majulah singapura again .
den told us bout de L1 R5 stuffs . he lame la he .

after school , after meetingq aislnn went to meet stead .
den saw kian wei they all outside school . they were
quarellingq over somethingq in-significant ?
ii found out an amazing fact today
DERRIUS IS TALLER THEN MIE ?!
few weeks ago he was still shorther ok !
he grew just too fast la & he very skinny like wind
blow will fly liddat . XDDD

MISSES (:

2007-03-28T07:58:00.000-07:00

today was just a normal day larhhs .
got dention after school for not goingq sportsday
but it is just an hour (: makes no big difference to de day .
as usual , today is hot & stuffy to . argghhs . felt so
sticky in class ii m sweatingq due to de stuffiness in class ?

after dentention , went to LAOPO HOUSEE (: wheees !
went to see the movie the voice ? ii didnt get it at all =.=
XDD . naiping , jasmine , da laopo & ling ling was there too (:
all de chinese dancers X)) . and of course not forgetingq
the doggie of laopo ~! . hahas . it is just so cute !
ii may dognap it anytime . XDDD met stead not at 5.oo or
later . den had lil lil qurrels but nothingq de la .
just that his leg bled dunno y ?! ke lian ehhs ?
eeewwww . it looks disgustingq anyway .

II SO MISS AISLNN TAN JIEE (:
havent seen her for ages ?!

the lady ii miss currently :D

this foto is long long ago de (X

LALAAS (:

2007-03-27T07:55:00.000-07:00

today just completed this blog (:
so happy larhhs . WHEEESS ~! . hahas .
nothingq much happened today though
had dance after school today . hurrs .
ii scrimpingq nn savingq din eat much today
so ii can buy present for my special summone (:
thats just an excuse larhhs . ii on diet that
should be the correct reason . X))
the weather today is VERY BAD . very hot & stuffy
den summore dance must wear de costume
make everything worse .

he didnt come to school today !
angry with that , but of course , ii forgive him larhhs
knew he was tired today (:
ii miss him , dunn dui bu qi wo ok ?
just dunn let mie catch him doingq somethingqs disappointingq
((:

my sec 3 dance girls LOVE THEM (: